Well, it's here. Tonight is my last night in Kalamazoo. I spent the day, alone, packing, and cleaning. It was quite lame. I had no living room furniture as of this evening. I have no food (I went to the store and bought ice cream and some kind of microwavable noodle bowl). At about ten I finally called it quits, laid down in bed, put in a Monk DVD and ate my Ben and Jerry's. I'm not really tired right now. Even though I need to be up at like 8ish tomorrow and I was busy all day (but it was just putzing around the apartment) I just don't feel like sleeping.
I keep thinking about all of the things I should've done. Things I should've said. Places I should've gone. Events I should've experienced. There's no use dwelling on the past, but I'm just coming to realize that there are things that I would've done differently. I know everybody feels that way, but...I can't help but express that now. I mostly feel like i need more time with people. I'm not ready to say goodbye to them yet :(
I also can't believe that I'm going to be leaving the state in a week. It's so unreal. I'm leaving my home. I mean I've been moved away for a while, but my home state is all like a haven. I love Michigan! I love it's seasons, it's wilderness, it's variety of scenery, its history...it's a great state. I'll just have to find the great things about Kentucky and embrace that state as I did this one. Although, the new climate is going to be a problem lol.
Well, I'm sure that I'm dwelling on this move and everything far more than necessary. I'll try to stop until I'm down there. I never used to be able to keep up a blog and now I keep spewing into it every few days. I"m going to try to go a week...
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